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All About Me
Name: Aimee Maher
Country: United States
State: Colorado
Gender: Female
Interests: Art History, painting, drawing, coding, sculpting, collaging, typing stuff, making lists and drinking coffee.
Expertise: Computer Shiz and Art History
Occupation: Student/Receptionist/IT person
Industry: Art... uh....?
Website: visit my website
AIM:  andsomestuff
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Saturday, December 15, 2007
new xangaMy new xanga address is:
Xanga.com/absentfriended
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Sunday, September 23, 2007
I can't do this anymoreI think I have to break up with school. I wonder how it will take it. I just can't do it anymore. Its to much emotional crap to deal with.
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Thursday, September 13, 2007
connecting the dots Sometimes I see something wonderful and get this feeling like a kick in the stomach and it crawls up into my throat and a smile spreads across my face and I think of all the amazing people in this world. I cannot possibly wrap my head around the fact that everyone is searching for the same thing. Our hearts and souls are tied together in a sticky, tangled web whether we like it or not. I sat there today and thought about how many different people I had thought about or talked to throughout the day and realized that we are all constantly concerned for one another. It makes me feel okay about the world and humanity as a whole. Its hard to watch struggle but watching one overcome that makes it worth all the tears and pain. At times I feel like my heart might spill over because its so full of emotion.... like I could just fade into the concrete to watch the world pass by and I would be okay with that. Have you ever just felt overwhelmed with love for someone? Like you just want to reach out and be next to them just to be near their energy. There are so many barriers and walls that people put up that its even hard to reach out and hug someone without them getting freaked out. I wish that wasn't so because so many people need just one hug... just one conversation to make them feel loved. Those connections are all we are. They are all we have.
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Monday, August 06, 2007
I am stubborn and black and white but everything is so grey to me. I am not sure but maintain my position. I can't handle myself. I don't even know myself. I mean I do but do I? I don't like that I don't trust me. Dealing with my own mortality has been an interesting journey. How do you even know? Do I like what I am doing? Do I like it enough to be known for it, die for it? Is all of this petty stuff really worth worrying about? I am strong and I am proud and I am so fucking lost.
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Sunday, July 01, 2007
A wish, maybe hope, possibly faith  Up and Down, fall on the ground, cough up the dust, stand you must. Faith is lost, it is the cost, of being judged, and begrudged. Awake I stay, at least today, wish I could fly, in a cloudless sky; hold your hand, look down on land, and cast my cares away.
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